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SILENCECSS made by `BloodPromiser
I cannot speak,
just think
I cannot say
Just pray for today
I wish I could do something
to prevent this unending decay
Where all I can do is silently lay.
Screaming and no one can hear
Crying but no one is near
Laughing, no one is there to share
It seems, no one has a care
Desperation, I scream out
In pain, I shout
but no one
is Listening

I Want To Be Good EnoughIs it CRAZY that I want you?
Is it INSANE that I want you to be mine?
Or am I just selfish
For wanting so much?
How did you find me?
Why did you hug me,
And what made you WANT me?
I'll never understand that..
I think about the trouble you went through.
That one year ruined your life.
But you got back up…
And I don't want to pull you back down
With me.
I worry you.
And maybe you should be worried,
But I don't want this to be for nothing.
All this emotion,
The want, the words, the secrets shared.
After the dreams and the plans,
Am I selfish for wanting to stay?
Or do you want it, too?
I don't want to be alone…
I

HimHim
He's mine
I have him
He has me forever
He's saved me from darkness
Am not going to let him go
And he won't let me go back
Never going to darkness and pain again
Just no he's showed me the light again
I can't be that girl that has a boyfriend
But hurts her self over her ex's and other shit

Nonet Two I ThoughtI Thought…

I thought you would not ever hurt me.

I guess I was completely wrong.

You promised to protect me,

The end was prolonged.

You said you loved me.

I can't be strong.

Please help me.

Sing my

Song.

Kela lewis-morin

What If...?What if one more lonely day
Is just too much for you to take
What if it's too long
What if it's too far away

What if every time I tried
To make you feel like it's alright
You still broke down
You still cried

What if every word I said
Had never stuck inside your head
Would you be here
In his stead

It's just one more lonely day
They come and then they go away
And every time
I say you're mine
Keep what I said
In your head

Cause I know that it may seem too long
Like that day is just too far away
Please know that I'll still be around
To dry your tears, won't let you drown
As long as you remain here too
Cause nobody could rep

DreamingDreaming
~Gandalfgirl579

I wonder what it feels like to kill someone...
Maybe I already know

I had a dream once
That I killed somebody
A sweet, innocent old woman
I cut her throat
Let her blood run down my hands

And it felt good

But it can't have been real
Or can it?

It's hard to say

It was years ago
Before I grew up

I was just a child when I had that dream
But it's never stopped haunting me

I doubt it ever will

I can still feel her blood on my hands...

And when I look down
I can see it
Only it's not her blood
It's mine

Hmm...
I guess the guilt's finally gotten to me

Maybe it's wasn't a dream after all

AmnesiaWhite.

The room is white.

White as snow. No. It is not that white. It is not a beautiful impurity. It does not glow with cold strength. It does not hold fragility in its arms. It is clean. It is perfect. It is sterile.

It is sterile.

She sits up slowly, and her arm automatically moves to assist her. It lifts for a moment, and then she allows it to fall back with a dull thud. Her other arm is numb with imagined pain, and she looks over curiously.

Intravenous Stand.

IV.

With a quick pull, she tears the needle out. It slides free with a feeling that makes her stomach churn. The needle is slightly bloody, and the liquid still drips with a

Because this is True LoveI wish I could forget...
That star is too far out of reach...

Your screams fade into the night - lost
like ships out at sea.

My dreams are far too painful...
Maybe I'll wake up someday...

But I'm right here.
I'll stay by your side.

Why can't the memories fade away?
This used to be easier...

Love hurts.
but life does not wait -

A flicker of hope...
But it's just my imagination.

- nor does time -
for a man with a shattered heart.

To be with youI want to be with you now,
I've never felt this way.
You're the one i want every day,
the one who can make me smile
just by being here.
I don't need things, or fun,
just having you here is enough.

Yes, I still have my fears,
But it's only a small part.
I know you're not like them.
You won't break my heart,
you promise you'll return,
you need things to fall into place
before we can be together always,
You made that promise to me,
and I'm hoping it's one you'll keep.

You understand me better than anyone,
Your the closest anyone has come.
I just want this waiting to be done.
I want to be your only one,
I want to make you the

Never Letting GoHe was always alone.
Always putting on a pained smile,
Always twiddling his thumbs,
Always straying from the group.
He barely spoke,
He barely laughed,
Until she came along.
With her, he smiled,
He laughed,
He lived.
She barely spoke,
She barely laughed,
She barely lived.
Without her, he smiled,
He laughed,
He screamed.
Without her, he began anew,
He built,
He danced.
With her, he was happy,
He smiled,
He laughed,
He cracked.

I Love...I love you when you laugh
I love you when you cry
I love you even when you hate me

I just can't stop.

You love me when I'm crazy
You love me when I'm mad
You love me even when all that I do sometimes is shut you out

You must be insane.

We can never seem to get along
We can never seem to understand each other
We can never even seem to tell each other just how we feel.... about anything

We shouldn't be together.

But when we are...

All you can do is laugh, cry, and tell me how much you don't hate me.
All I can do is be crazy, anything but mad, and tell you how glad I am that I don't shut you out.
All we can do is get along, be way

My New FriendIt was a mistake
I felt unwanted
So of course, I left
My only hope was that my "Best Friend" would follow…

She didn't, my only company was my shadow

I took out my pencil
And my special notebook
Wrote down my emotions
That had been locked up inside

I cooled off
Completely calm, soothed by the silence
So I headed back
Only to get cast away

I ran
Taking refuge in sweet hell
I heard footsteps following me
Definitely not my shadow

I pretended I was alright
My façade gradually breaking as they stood there
As soon as they came
They left, I was alone in hell

He stayed though

He noticed my distress
How could he?
My ma

I'm Sorry MummyI'm sorry that I'm angry
But it's out of my control.
I'm sorry that I'm sad
And I don't want you to console.
I'm sorry that I can't bare
To look you in the eye.
I'm sorry that I won't talk
And I'll never want to try.
I'm sorry that I cannot be
Your darling little daughter
But these thoughts corrupting me
Cannot be washed by water.

Mum, I'm really sorry
And I do love you so
But I've tried to hurt myself
When I'm feeling low.
I cry a lot now mummy,
But I'm too strong to let you see.
I'm your big girl but I've turned my back
On those who once loved me.
I'm so ashamed now mum
of all that I have done.
These awful memories, h

100. EndThe pain started again
I already tried once
I nearly died
I'm ready to do it again

I still remember the cool metal
And the burning sensation it left
I still can feel those pills
Being forced down my raw throat

The freedom and weightlessness
Lifted me up from the cool bed
But I was shoved back down
As the liquid white came back up

Those bloody sheets
Those melting drugs
Didn't do their job
The way they should

So I'm ready to try again
I'm ready to fly
I'll lose my wings though
But that's fine with me

Because with my wings gone
I'll be erased from minds
I'll finally be peaceful
I'll be dead

To Escape, We WriteTo escape, to depart this darkness,
I write.

I write to make myself a queendom,
A castle all my own,
Where the darkness can't find me.
But I have no king,
and that darkness hovering kills me.

To escape, to depart this darkness,
You write.

You write to make yourself a kingdom.
A castle all your own.
Where the darkness can't find you.
But you have no queen,
and that darkness hovering kills you.

To escape, to depart the darkness,
We write.

But the shadows are there.
We each stand alone.
We face our fears by ourselves.
I can't stand the dark.
You can't face the night.

Come with me,
I'll go with you.
We'll have our castle,

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Nothing More Perfect

by ~thepigang314, Jan 26, 2012, 4:56:32 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

Two lives so apart
But I'll never forget
There's nothing more perfect
Than the day that we met.

I still feel the scars
But love you all the while
There's nothing more perfect
Than the way that you smile.

You blush when I'm near
But you cannot disguise
There's nothing more perfect
Than the glow in your eyes.

Because of your friendship
I finally see
There's nothing more perfect
Than what you did for me.

~M