DreamerMarshmallow white and grey seem to float upon the shyAs she lays on the soft grass, dirty blonde hair sprawled around herGazing above her, weird shapes and pictures dance across the blue expanseSometimes a pig, others a shoe, and even a boatLost in her own reality of ever changing objectsToo happy to notice her crumbling lifeHours and hours spent on the ground, looking up towards unresponsive heavensAnd wishing upon unforgotten dreamsBut with her life in the clouds all happy and sweetAnd life on the ground, falling to piecesShe's becoming a dreamer when she should be a doer And she'll be living a life full of pain and so
WheneverWhenever I smile at youI see the frown that passes by.I know its silly,but I still smileAs I cant cry to your face.Whenever I look in your eyes I see the mock inside.I know Im clumsy But seeing that look in your eyes,makes me want to die.Whenever I hear you speak of me.I can hear you laugh.I know I am stupid,But knowing you think so toomakes me want to quit life.I know its crazyBut I thought you knew,I had always been this wayBecause whenever I look at youI cant help but be silly clumsy stupid and crazy,All at the same time.
TabooWhen I first met you...you revealed your dark ideals.Yet, others don't understand...the way I truly understand you.Your ideals are considered taboo.You interest yourself in dark things...like a cult performing dark magic...under a black and sinister moon.Your mind is dark and dirty...to those who do not understand.Yet you submerge yourself deeper...into that deep dark taboo.You search for one to understand you.Yet, nobody chooses to listen to your taboo.You're being forced down a long and dark tunnel...one deeply full of darkness and hatred.Yet, I am one of the few who understand you.I understand your deep an
It's the Wrong Time and Placejust burn all the waste and the stains of the pasthold the orb in your hands for the wrong and the sadit's the wrong kind of place to be walking on glassfeeling teeth sift through sand in the shadow of the wrathit's the wrong timeto be still holding backit's the wrong placefor the piece of the lastit's the wrong timeto be trapped in the dark againwith the skin feel it crawl through the tears and the bonechurning black and the dawn in the gray of the stonehold your gaze to the stars fight the curse of alonebringing joy to your hands while you stand on the throneit's the wrong timeto be feeling this coldit's the
High School Romancemoving through girlslike they're only fashion trendswhen they get in a fightor get tired of each otherno one tries to fix anythingjust break up and move onto another girlleaving behind shattered hearts that have to be picked upby good soulswho in turn get hurt by their bitternesswhile the one that moves on laughsbecausehe doesn't see why anyone would lovewhen they know the other's intent isn't lovebut lustguess they only saw the big "L" not the rest of the word
Alone In The StormI’m no angel, just aWeary traveler in this lifetimeSearching for the missingPiece of my soul…Will I ever find it, and as I searchDo I turn a blind eye to everyOther human experience to be had?Do I let the tempests of the past damageThe untainted future? And whenDoes it all become worth fighting for?So many questions, of which I mayNever find the answers, neverthelessI find myself resigned to my fateAlone in the storm, scarcelyTreading the surface…Perhaps it was always there in front of me, ifOnly I opened my eyes.Perhaps the skies have always been clear, andThe wind was simply crying my name.Perhaps it has been worth it all along, and all it took wasOne word from you.Please…© Duchess 2012
Distant StarWhere would I find thee distant star?Where do you shine from way afar?How could I know thee truly?Would I know freedom with thee?For you do not shine so ruly,as this morbid moon.If I were to sit beside thee,Would you open my eyes to see?If I were to gaze at your countenance,Would you illuminate and comfort me?How would you greet us,The wanderers of mankind, the poet and his pen?For we are dust and shadows.Would you let us drown in the water's shallows?Thou wise and eternal star,How may I dwell in this heavenly kingdom,Which the sons of god take part?Would thou contend with the Seraphim?His blazing fire, his
Society's feat.When childhood memories go running away.When you've grown up, and it's not ok to live off your dreams you once held so dear.The innocent times, we all seem to cherish.When is it ok to live them again?Society looks down on us, for trying to return to those times. For trying to live a life filled with innocence, but we find joy in killing this thing callledinnocence. Or maybe that's just me.Purity is gone by the time the clock strikes twelve, or maybe sooner.We cannot tell anymore..The media filling our thoughts, with images that haunt our nights.With fate around the corner, to rape us of the childhood, to kill it.Kil
Into the dark no moreNo more dives into the deepLet me stay in the shallowI'll dive into the deep againBut not now, not todayI'll stay away from the darkand the dangers down thereLet me stay inside the lightWhere I can restore againLet the light touch meThe dark won't get meI've seen enough of itturned my back at itThe sun can warm me upTo the inside of my heartNo more darkness insidewhat I call my mindMaybe a spark left behindTo remember how it wasSo I don't want to returnTo the darkness ever again
UnaccompaniedAre you tired of hiding itOf exhausting yourselfYou don't know why you do itIt's not for anyone elseYou're not much more than a hollow shellGoing through the motions in your awful hell.Sure, you can put on the infamous fake smileAnd you're strong enough to leave it there for a whileYou don't even have to think, it comes with easeIf you don't want to cry, you don't have to squeezeThose tear ducts shut, you just tell them noAnd you go back to the life of taking it slowIt's actually quite impressive, how much you can takeAnd I'm really quite astonished on how much you can fakeBut before you give up, and just go jump i
You're My Subconscious MemoryI wish I could remember.I wish I could remember the way it felt to be in your safe embrace,I wish I could remember the way you taste,& That buzzing that was left on my lips after we shared a kiss.I wish I could remember your eyes and their color-That bright, vivid green that's impossible to describe & forever embedded in my subconscious memory.{But I know that memories aren't photographs, & I know my memory is not doing you any justice}I wish I could speak to you again, {Your voice always calmed me down}You always knew exactly what to say,& You knew how to make everything seem okay.I wish that you'd come back to me,I wis
FallenAnd though I crave to know he loves me,at the same time I'm afraid,Knowing the words that I'll have to say,because there is simply no other way.We cannot be togetherfrom the start, we knew thatyet we continued talking,so much not to cross the line.I tried hard not to fall for him,faking deafness to his beautiful words,striving for nonchalance, yet succeeding at none.Because just as I know we have no future,I couldn't have stopped it before it was born,the feeling of loving, and to be sure of that love.And still I cannot change it,even if the pain becomes too much. Because that means that I've been happyso m
GoodbyeThere in the shelter, down the very last row.An old dog sits,He's waiting to go.His ears are drooping,his tail won't sway.He's been like this.Since she walked away.He doesn't want life.He doesn't care.He has no reason,Without her there.They come for him.He holds his head high.For the first and last time,There's a spark in his eye.He's led past the pens.Silence falls.Not one sound is made,As he exits the hall.A quiet room.One needle marks his death.He shudders and cries,He takes a last breath.And then it erupts.Howls for the fallen.He goes with a smile,He heard them calling.Chaos in the k
FallingFallingFalling farther and fartherCrying outNot a sound escapes my lipsBeing watched, being lostHelp me find my way backBack to where I cameWhere am I from?Frightful questionsHorribly petrifyingMy words still don't break the silenceLiving while falling,Falling while dyingTrying to find the ground againIt's slipping awayI'm slipping awayPlease hear meAnswer meQuestions floodingDrowning in my woesHelp me breathHear meAnswer meSave mePleasePleasePleasFalling farther and fartherCrying outYet not one sound escapes my lips
Forever YoungIf you could live forever, would you take that chance?Imagine, watching your own life from afar.Remembering the heartbreak and the tears,Seeing all the people who left you with scars;Coming to terms with your hidden fears.Remember the day when you said to me,"I want to die young or live forever."Surely after all these years, you can seeYou cannot simply wish for whatever. Because every time I see you cry,I'm reminded of just how much I love you.How could you possibly wish to die?If only you knew, if only you knew Do you really want to live forever?
Brighter Than the SpotlightThe downbeat starts the showAnd every time we turn a page,You're louder than the musicFor your smile fills the stage.The melody is playingAnd the beauty may befall,You're closer than the audienceFor your face can move the hall.The song begins right nowAnd with the other actors gone,You're brighter than the spotlightFor your eyes keep beaming on.I never hear the wordsBecause the figure there is you...You're stronger than the curtainFor your voice just shines right through.~M